Sunday, June 15, 2008
well,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to my dear daddy!
i lurv you<33
we went out for lunch today, like ALL of us. the WHOLE family. after a long time. though it didnt exactly feel that way.
that part of me is still missing. you sit opposite me, yet you cant even smile. not even any eye contact. so, you have decided after all we have been through that you will continue hurting me. i guess i have to forget and move on.
we were actually surprising my patti(grandmother) cause it was her 70th birthday, and my thata(grandfather) for father's day. hmm, not bad. very coincidental.and i got this new wallet which is PINK in colour. hehe:) im sure vanessa will just DIE laughing when she sees it. (im assuming you know why) hahahahaahahahahhahahahahahha!
okkay, i think im losing my momentum as well as my mind. no, actuall i feel WAY better after getting out of my depression. all thanks to sindhu and vanessa:)) this rufina just came back today. and i know she loves me and misses me LOADS. its okkay sweetie. i miss u too.. we'll be seeing each other REAL soon.
ohh, i made this DAMN nice card for my daddy(if i say so myself). haha. i made a heart shape by pasting beads and my hands were all like sprained cos im not exactly artistically inclined:)) haha. but it was worth it. im so proud of it!!! my dad said hes gonna hang it in his office next to my picture:)
To all of us who are living in a world of illusion just remember that: We are able to walk on air, but only as long as our illusion supports us.
nandi:))
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